I know mcdusher personally. After saying this i do not even know where to start. We have a love hate friendship I guess. He actually was not scared off; he was banned. That is what he says anyway. This is why I joined. Anysite to ban Derrick is a sight I want to be a part of. J/K. Derrick and i used to go to the same school till he move out to hollywood or somewhere. We still see each other though he comes back to santa ana and huntington beach alot. I.... long story shot... I see I am rambling... I know the guy. Believe it or not, he was an english major. He got his poetry published a couple of times and since all his thought coms out as wriiten direa. Though i agree with alot of what he says he should go back to writing propper english. He has sworn off all standard forms of writing since then. (I at least have gathered this partly by what he says and partly becouse of some of his posts here that i went and read and some of his stuff on some other forums.)